Allow yourself the opportunity to receive the best of all good things. Be assured you can know how far you have progressed by how your life unfolds. It is alright, regardless of appearances. It is ALL right, ALL good/God.
Any appearance that seems to be unloving, or “less than” you would feel as “good”, is simply a projection by that part of yourself that still requires clearing or healing. In witnessing/observing the consequences of the feelings BEHIND such projections as seem “negative”, you will learn discernment.